My heart hurts, from all the lies you’ve told.
My mind wanders from all the pain you have caused me.
I can’t trust you anymore.
What happened to the sweet, caring guy I used to know?

You say you’re not a liar but all I ever hear anymore is lies.
I feel it is a lie too.
How am I ever to know if what you say is true?
Have faith in you, you ask? "Hmm" I did that you know; I had so much faith in you until you broke my heart for the last time.
How? When all you have did was lie to me and mentally hurt my mind, emotionally, killed my heart slowly and when you decided violence was the answer to your problems.
You’ve twisted me up like I was Gumby, two days after I had surgery and when you decided it was okay to throw a lock at my knee and kick me in the chest.
As you can see I’ve had enough of your abuse and short temper.
You’ve broke my heart one last time.
My heart can’t take another punch or pull of your short temper and all your lies anymore.
I’m done,
Done with you.
I want to live life.
I want to laugh again.
I want to know how it feels to smile again more than anything in the world.
How do I smile again?
What does that feel like?
I have forgotten how.
How does someone get their heart and soul back, once it has been taken and abused on for the last 8 months?
As I sit here and wonder, how you became the man you turned out to be today, it confuses me to no end.
You used to be the kindest, loving man I have ever known.
But all I know now is lies.
Your lies and that’s something I can live without. Bye, Bye!

By: Author Nettie Febus