I dated this guy for about a year and a half on and off and now that it's "officially" over I miss him more than ever but I don't want to be with him because I can't get past the issues we had, such as him cheating on me. I don't want to be without him though and I think I might be in love with him but he irritates the crap out of me these days and the thought of being his girlfriend again feels like prison. So my question is: Is it love? If it is, what do I do? If it's not, why aren't I over him?