Question: It's strange. How fast feelings can change,...

It's strange. How fast feelings can change, how you can fall out of love and fall into it again. It's strange for me, as I've never been 'in love'. All my relationships have always ended badly, being left for another girl, cheated on, abusive relationship, etc. It's so difficult for me to want to fall in love when I've always been hurt. I keep my emotions so boiled up and under lock and chain it's impossible for me to like someone more then just ''a crush''. I'm always so afraid that everything that has happened in the past will happen again in the future, and I never allow myself to get to close to someone.

But a few weeks again, I met this amazing guy, he's sweet, sensitive and respectful which I am not used to. At all. He treats me like a princess. And it slightly scares me. Well, a few things scare me about him.
1) I'm worried he's hiding who he really is.
2) he's gonna get bored or find another girl
3) just get up and leave.

I'm not the easiest person to date. I know this, I keep closed, I do not show to much ''love''. And I'm not to touchy feely. I guess so to say. I am self conscious and have trust issues.

He's respectful as for he doesn't just want to sleep with me. He told me he wants to wait. Make sure this is gonna go somewhere. (We started dating not too long ago). I'm just so scared. As this relationship is gonna mostly be long distance. As we both mostly work out of town. I'm always so worried I'm gonna get a call and him saying (it's not working). He's one of those guys that I fell for so quickly. But I'm trying to catch my heart again and stop myself.

I really don't know what to do anymore. I'm confused, hurting and just not sure if we jumped into this relationship to quickly...

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