I'm cheating on my fiancee. I have been with him for 6 years. We have 2 young children together. We were until recently due to get married next year, but I cancelled the wedding. For about 3 years now, I have realised I no longer have the same feelings for him as I once had. He is so lovely, genuine and such a family man. The problem is, we are 2 completely different people. He wants the settled quiet life and feels he has reached his life's ambition. I, on the other hand, can't bare this life. There is so much I want to do and experience. We have been together since we were young teenagers and fell pregnant after only being together half a year. A few instances have made me see him in a different light, which broke my heart. I obviously never really knew him to begin with. I'm no longer attracted to him, but see him as a really good friend. He has absolutey no interest in doing things with me, works really long hours and takes me completely for granted. We in essence, lead completely different lives. He is home long after the children are in bed, and is away long before they wake up. We prefer to go out separately as we tend to not have fun if we go out together. But, he still loves me. I love him, I really do, but no longer in that way. If it weren't for the children and other complications, I believe we would have finished long ago. I recently joined an adult dating website and have met up with someone from it. Even though we never had sex, we still got pretty far. The problem is, I don't actually feel guilty about it. I would love to just finish it with my partner but unfortunately can't due to complications. I'm so confused as to what I should do. Anybody ever been in a similar situation?? Help please.